Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @10:57 AM
I hear the songs running back and forth through
my mind, distance noises enclose me. Im trying to
hold all my emotions inside, Im trying to resist.
Im trying to hold back from deaths sweet kiss.
Theres people who care but Im broken inside
and nobody knows. Theres no place to go and no
place to hide. Im falling to pieces but I dont want
to talk about it.
Ive made up my mind... Im still in love with you. I
need you back I'd do anything that you asked.
Theres a space that needs to be filled with one
of the two, either death or you.. I wish I could
see you again I wish I could hear you tell me you
care.
But instead in the twisted reality my heart
was taken and shredded every bit broken and
torn. You dont know how it feels...Im living a lie I dont feel together without you. You were everything
to me, you were everything that i knew.... you
were everything I cared for....
If only you knew what it was like to love one moment and want to die the next day. If
only you knew the problems, if only you knew
how it feels to be left behind with no one
to turn to.
Theres only my dreams, other than that Im
losing my mind and constantly drying my eyes.
If only I could run away and be forgotten by
everyone else. If only I could just pass away.
If only I lost all memories and know that you
used to be there and pretend that you cared
and it seems that every little thing you did took
a big part of me.
PS: (Thnx to XL for helping me change my blogskin and the tag board. I owe you Prata..)